hey its sam on the addmeisters webber .... this is interesting seeing as im BORED. okay well im an idiot but shes doing my webber and just writing stupid stuff so if you don't know me don't assume that i suck cus then you will and well i will think that you don't suck but you assume i so so it'll make me think that i should say you suck but really i shouldn't but if i do i will then ill be like BINGO. later
- posted by Eddie @ 10:00 PM

 
She said NO?? See if that b***h gets in my 3,000$ bed" -Randy

Why do these wierd people always hit on me? I mean there's all those wierd people on the bus, that guy at McDonalds, old men downtown, Jamie and Bobbie....is there something about me that like attracts wierd people? I should get Dave to beat them up...after all he is such a tank. Man, playing sims is really addictive. But it's really kind of scary when they start screaming and die for no reason. It's wierd s I'm telling you. I got offered a spot in an all-girl band. Feeling a little wierd about that. I mean, sure it'd be great to actually have a band, but all girls? I couldn't take that. I should play like 5 shows and get paid, then quit once my name gets out...frig I'm way too hopeful. I honestly doubt that there's any decent bands out there who would want me in there to f everything up. Wow, I'm usually not this depressing, sorry fans.
- posted by Eddie @ 12:38 PM

 
"What were you guys doing in the slide?"
"Having a good time" -Conversation with Alex C. and Dave

Yeah, we relived the slide moment tonight. Good times indeed. Espescially Jeff with his "eeeh!" *fonzy style*. But yeah, we were at Ben's tonight, and I realized how incredibly terrible punk is. Espescially old stuff like the Clash and the Ramones. I don't understand why everyone likes them so much. I mean here's a band of these heroine addicts with outrageous british accents that have absoloutly no talent playing their instruments, write lyrics that sound like they were written by a five year old, and sound like they're drunk when they sing because they slur their words so bad you can't even understand them! Holy f. And apart from all that, my PARENTS like them!! Argh...some people...

P.S. I have a lump behind my ear, and it hurts like s.
- posted by Eddie @ 11:13 PM

 
"Man, I've smelled SO many things today" -Sam

"So boycotting Addy means telling people not to buy her?" -Dave

"You're a baby." -Little kid making fun of Sam in McDonalds

Today was cool. I was bored for almost the whole day, then Ben called and I went over, so it was peachy. But yeah, it was so hilairious when we went to McDonalds. It was like one funny thing after another. First when we went in, the girl at the cash told us a joke, but none of us heard what she said, so she was laughing really loud at her joke, and we were just like "what the frig is wrong with her??" Then we went and sat down and Ben, being the idiot he is dropped my sundae!! Then this little kid was playing this video game, man that kid loved his life so much! He was like talking to himself and everything. Then we ditched Sam and the little kids were making fun of him for getting left behind...oh man. What a great night. Sorry for not calling you Dave.
- posted by Eddie @ 11:42 PM

 
"This is cooler than bubble gum" -Justin Timberlake, what a fag

Yeah, good old VMA's, always good for laughs. Espescially that 50 cent guy. Holy f he makes the funniest gestures ever *does that gesture that made me and Dave almost die laughing*. But yeah, I know I always go on and on about how great love feels and stuff on here, but if I may be serious for a minute. I was on Jordan's website the other day, and he asked this really interesting question. What makes us want to takes things beyond being just friends with someone? I've been thinking about it for weeks now. I just realized tonight how amazingly different I feel towards Dave than all my other friends. It's very strange. I mean, I have pretty much all guy friends, and I hang out with them alot and love them all very much, but I do not want to be more than friends with them. I think I'll quote Jordan on here for a second, he explains it much better than I'm attempting to...

...which has brought up this very impossible question in my mind: what makes us love some people in different ways than others? i mean, there are girls that i am good friends with, but i do not want to go further than friends with those people. then there are people that i think are cool and interesting that i am becoming good friends with, but would not go further. so what makes me, what makes us, want to be more than just friends with certain people? attraction? that surely wouldn't last, and it's not the reason i took it a step further.

So yeah, I was thinking about this alot tonight espescially. I had some more alone time with Dave, and we spent the whole time just hanging around doing pretty much nothing. I realized that just being with Dave gives me this warm feeling inside, and I can stare into his eyes for at least a minute just thinking about how much I'm enjoying being with him. I wish I could figure out the answer to this confusing question of different types of love, but I honestly don't think I could even begin to comprehend the complexity of the answer. Love is an amazing thing, and I believe everyone deserves to feel loved no matter what type of love it is. I guess all I know right now is that I truly am in love with Dave, and there's nobody else I would rather be with.


- posted by Eddie @ 11:41 PM

 
"Don't you mean what a W?" -Randy making fun of me....frig.

Man I hate getting made fun of, espescially when it's your own family. Geez, I try to be good and they just make fun of me even more. But yeah...nothing else to write about. My dad met Debbie Harry and never told me about it, f. Break ups suck. Hahaha, Dickstalk.

P.S. why do i feel like this sometimes? "I'll probably end up at the start,
I'll be back in line with my broken heart"
- posted by Eddie @ 8:29 PM

 
Ok, so I said I'd write about funny stuff that's happened to me. So I think I will cuz I honestly have nothing better to do right now. Well I just remembered this one right now and I'm laughing out loud thinking about it. Well me, eric, dan, cedric, stephen, jeff and sam were all at Ben's, and we were bored so we decided to go to John McRae. So we get there, and being the stupid kids we are, we all decide to pile into the slide together. Just so you know it's one of those slides that's like a tube kinda thing. So there's like 8 of us all crammed together in this little slide on a 30degree day, so you can imagine how disgusting and sweaty it was in there (espescially with Sam). So there we all are, laughing and sweating and almost suffocating. Then all of a sudden it goes all quiet, and Jeff (who happens to be right behind Sam) just says "Oh, there's a sweat patch." And it was the funniest thing ever. We all almost died from suffocation we were laughing so much. I'm pretty sure Sam almost peed himself from laughing, luckily I was up-slide from him. But yeah, it was hilairious. At least it was funny to me at the time. Man we have to do that again.
- posted by Eddie @ 8:55 PM

 
"We'll call ourselves....THE MUKLUKS!!" -Randy

So I went to Ross today, and oh boy did it creep me out. At least I didn't see any scary teachers. !!! That reminds me of Cedric's terrible encounter of the teacher kind. Well Cedric decided this one day (from a suggestion from Jeff and Ryan) that he should go for a walk. So there's Cedric, walking along minding his own business, when he looks over at the park, and he sees De Pooter standing right there! Not only does she glare and point at him, but she starts to chase him too! Cedric screams and runs all the way home and locks the door. Oh man, that could possibly be the funniest thing ever. Actually I'm starting to remember so many funny things that have happened to me and my friends. I'll talk about them later if I'm not too lazy. And it's been decided, Jeff is god's whipping boy.
- posted by Eddie @ 8:24 PM

 
"Like a rose between two thorns" -Dave's dad attempting to be smooth to me...I think (the look on Dave's face at this moment was absoloutly priceless)

Nothing really to say. I guess i just wish everyone could be as happy as I am right now. By the way, I hate eating spaghetti in front of people, it's so awkward. Whoever decided to make spaghetti that shape is an idiot.
- posted by Eddie @ 11:23 PM

 
"ADDY!!! COME EAT YOUR F***ING PANCAKES!! *SMACK*" -My Sister waking me this morning

Ugh...just woke up again. I feel so horribly horribly sick today. Maybe it's from sleeping in my room on a cold night wearing barely anything and no blankets. I need someone to baby me and feed me chicken soup...nobody's done that to me for the longest time. How did this happen? It went from being so hot I could barely move, and now it's so cold I'm getting sick from it!! I hate fall, it messes with your mind. Speaking of fall, school starts in a week *gag*. Man I hate school. I always try so hard at the start of the year to be so good and do everything on time, but by 2 months in I'm back to my normal slacking self. Not to mention I have the shortest attention span possible. But enough about school, it's a depressing subject. Holy f, my family is like a pack of wolves. I made an entire pan of brownies yesterday, and specifically said to NOT eat them. I came home 2 hours later and they were gone. I didn't get ONE!!! Argh, you know what's annoying, when you're trying to work on the computer, and someone comes beside you and starts cleaning up everything around the computer, and it's the most intrusive thing ever. But yeah, I really hope I'm not too sick to hang out with the guys tonight, I havn't done that in like 2 weeks. Frig, I'm going to go have a hot shower then go back to sleep.
- posted by Eddie @ 1:26 PM

 
"We're playing...run from Shroeder" - Dave

"Dave, where's all the lemonade?" -Paul

Haha, oh man last night was so funny. Man Dave has the funniest friends ever. They go crazy sacking each other. I'm glad I'm not a guy, I don't really have anything to protect. But yeah, they have the most intense brawls. Hopefully next time I won't be too shy to get in on it. Not much else happened today. I deleted my last post because I realized how gay it was. Haha, man I'm so intense about stuff like that. You should hear how much I yell at Randy. Man I'm so straight edge it's not even funny. I so can't wait to get my Music Man...I just don't know what colour to get. Gonna sell my drums too, that could go to the fund. Man Shroeder is so ugly...haha I hope he doesn't read this. Dave's so hot...espescially with his new hair.

P.S. Porn sucks, it makes me feel so bad
- posted by Eddie @ 12:47 AM

 
"Old people are scary. Some of them have the best plaid clothing though.... they're ok from a distance." -Jocey

"Are you a rock star?" -Little girl in Blockbuster

Haha, best compliment ever. I love that little girl. And thanks to Jocey for saying that I will be a rock star soon. Today was pretty sweet actually. Addy's first time in about 2 years hanging out with girls!! It was fun, i met 2 new people today too. Kim and Char are cool people! But yeah, I realized today that Jocey, you are the coolest person ever! Haha, rock on! But yeah, guess what today is?!!? ONE MONTH!!! I LOVE MY LIFE!!! I got past the 3 week terror!!! I rock so bad!! This means that this could possibly last for a while, hopefully a very long while...I'm so in love.....

P.S. Thrice and Thursday show!!! I love my life!
- posted by Eddie @ 11:26 PM

 
"Addy, what's this wierd rock on the counter?"
"Those are my brownies..." -Conversation with me and my dad this morning.

So yeah, Addy's failed attempt at making brownies. I guess you do need to put eggs in them after all. Oh well, I'll try again today. I have nothing better to do. Oh right, maybe I do....SO determined to actually finish a song today. I've started so many, and then I usually just forget about them. So today I lock myself in my room and don't come out until it's finished. Well, not really but you get the idea. Holy f, making stuff up in drop D is so much easier! Why didn't I do that before? *smacks self in the forehead* I've already made up a few hep riffs! But yeah, my poison ivy isn't going away, and it HELLA sucks. SO ITCHY!! I need that lotion that amkes you go numb everywhere you put it, that would be so great right now. Either that or another orgasm, those make you go numb too (well, sometimes). Man I love having the house to myself. I can frigging do anything!! I'm pretty much writing this totally naked, it's sweet. Sadly I only get to enjoy this until tomorrow, then back to the grind..or uh something. Speaking of tomorrow, tomorrow is a VERY good day, I won't say why just yet because we have to see if someone remembers. Haha, I'm so cruel. Hmm, back to the guitar, but I need some inspiration first...time for some more SE. Oh by the way Dave, I actually learned to "tear s up" somewhat, but you won't see it for a while, muahaha! Wow, i just read this post, and the plot line of it is like a rabbit on steroids. *does thing that cedric does when he describes something in that way*

P.S. My second attempt at brownies was....SUCCESSFUL!!!!

- posted by Eddie @ 12:42 PM

 
"You sleep until 1:30!!! I can't believe I'm related to you..." -My cousin

Yeah, so not alot up with me today. I slept for the first time in forever. Sleep rocks. I actually talked to my cousin for the first time in like 2 years too!!!. I miss him. Henry's the coolest. Mmmmmm, brownies smell so good. Do you know what the best smell ever is though? Guys! I know it sounds wierd but seriously, mmmm so good. And without cologne and stuff too. Espescially after they've been running or something and they're all sweaty. I think it has something to do with pharamones or whatever...maybe I'm just wierd. Ok, I think you need eggs in brownies or they don't work....man I suck at cooking haha. POISON IVY SUCKS!!!!!!
- posted by Eddie @ 7:38 PM

 
"Write "From Cedric" on something and throw it at Dave...preferably something noticeable." -Cedric

"I become a rhino and charge into your vagina" -Jordan

Hey Addmeister fans. Sorry there's not alot that's really interesting for me to write about right now. Spent another day at Dave's. It's getting to be my favourite place to hang out. Always something fun to do there. But yeah, getting excied about upcoming concerts. SE on friday!!! And Dave's band (Too Late for Remorse) is playing a show on halloween, so I'll finally get to see them! But yeah, um not much else to talk about. Holy f, Mike from SE just talked to me, well sorta...but still *faints*. Yeah, orgasms are fun, I like all the colours.

P.S. Being in love is great, try it sometime
- posted by Eddie @ 10:31 PM

 
"Maybe you should try AIMING at the hole" -Dave, haha, SO stealing your qoute thing.

nothing to write about....but I feel disloyal to my fans if I don't write anything. Fans...I wish. Maybe I'll just say I'm sorry about my last post. Apparently it didn't make alot of sense to people, and I just sounded crazy...haha, sounds like me. But yeah, sweet concert coming up on friday. I get to go see Straight Edge again!! Guess who rocks? *points to self* THIS GUY!! .....Frig, i miss Cedric....Anyways, today was so great. I've changed my mind about the best feeling in the world. It used to be when you went to sleep and you had your covers all around you. Now it's the feeling you get when you're snuggling with the person you love, and they kiss you, then look into your eyes and it feels like nothing else in the world matters. Then you snuggle into that little spot in their neck and just breathe the smell of them in....I love it.

P.S. Mini golf is sweet...if you're good at it
- posted by Eddie @ 10:55 PM

 
Holy f...I suck so much at talking to people. Frig, I thought I might be able to keep myself from blogging until at least the afternoon, but no, here I am again at 1:45am writing random thoughts that come out of my tired brain. !!! Argh! Why do I suck so much...if anyone can give me a reason why I must be the worst person ever, I'd really like to know. E-mail me or something, cuz god knows I can't talk on the phone to save my life. Yeah I suppose you're all wondering why I hate myself so much right now...I guess it's because I've hit THAT mark in my relationship. THAT STUPID MARK!!! It always screws me over...why can't I just move past that f'ing mark and get straight to the good stuff?? Yeah, I suppose I've confused you enough for now, so I might as well explain myself. As alot of my close friends know, I happen to be the most crazily insecure person on the entire planet. I win first place in that category *accepts medal and takes bow* thank you, thank you. But yeah...as I was talking about before, I hit that point in my realtionship where it's too early to know what's going to happen in the future, but too late to turn back on anything. So being the insecure person I am, it's pretty brutal when you have NO idea what's going to happen. I can feel an anxiety(however you spell it?) attack coming on. Yeah, that mark hates me, it always will...it always comes along about 3 weeks into a relationship, once I get past 1 month I'm fine, but anything after 3 weeks always kills me. In case you havn't noticed, my previous relationships have all been either less than 3 weeks, or more than 3 months, there's no middle ground for me. I guess that's why I'm freaking out. Plus the fact that I think I just screwed myself over with Dave, agh! Sorry for the lack of funniness in the post...I left my humour in my bedroom and I'm too tired to go get it. See, what did I tell you? Geez, kill me now.
- posted by Eddie @ 1:55 AM

 
Holy f. Blackouts suck...apparently this was like the biggest one in history too or whatever. I'm terrfied of the dark too so I sat awake until about 2 in the morning with candles all around me. Then I actually had to go to sleep and it was SO dark, all I had was 2 glowsticks to keep me company. I was so hot and scared, I'm surprised I'm not dehydrated from sweating so much. I need to learn to tear s up really good, otherwise Dave will never let me live it down. Maybe I'll use today to learn, I have nothing better to do considering I'm not supposed to leave the house because of the blackout. Little sisters suck, especially when they kick you in the boob...ow, I'm still in pain! Yeah, and if you don't like my hair, you can keep it to yourself, you don't have to say "it's awful!"...it really hurts my feelings...i need to cry now *sniff*

P.S. *sings* Such a cute girl, I'm so jelous, I wish I looked exactly like her
- posted by Eddie @ 12:08 PM

 
"Guy, just watch, the kid's gonna kill her." I can't believe you were right Dave...what a horrible movie.

hmmm, 1:31am....why do I always blog in the wee hours of the morning? I never sleep in the summer, muahaha. I have no idea why I'm even writing, considering I didn't even do anything today. I got in a fight with Cedric, and that sucked s. But luckily we patched things up like we always do. I guess things always work themselves out. I met one of Dave's friends today, Jeff Johnson. Very nice guy, didn't say much to me but he still seemed like a cool guy. Holy frig though, he looked exactly like my sister's friend Nick!! It scared me so bad, I swear they could be clones. I need to brush up on my Super Smash Brothers skills, I only won one game today...what a disgrace after beating Dave 9 consecutive times. Yeah, but if any of you remember how I said dark chocolate was gross in a previous blog, I swear it's nothing compared to "Ivory Mountain" Cadbury bars. "Sounds like it's made out of rhinocerous." Ok Dave, sure. But yeah, it has like macadamia nuts and white chocolate in it. I almost threw up when I had it. So tired right now, I need a drink to get the taste out of my mouth. I have to wake up at 9 tomorrow so I should sleep for once. The girl from the Shining is so ugly.
- posted by Eddie @ 1:40 AM

 
It's 1:35am...I don't feel like sleeping...I need to stop drinking coffee before bedtime. Just thought I should let you all know that despite what most of my friends seem to think about me right now, people don't suddenly change you know? Let me explain this the way I did to someone else: You know how people get all mad sometimes when bands change their music or whatever and they apparently become "sellouts"? Well, what actually happens is bands don't just "change", they grow and mature as time goes on. They become inspired by new things around them. But during all these crazy transitions, the band never forgets where they come from...because I mean, they still play their old music at their concerts right? I think that's what happens to people as well. We all grow and change and are inspired by everything around us....wow, that was deep, I need a shovel.
- posted by Eddie @ 1:45 AM

 
Finally I managed to sleep in one day! Well it does help if you go to sleep at around 3am I guess. Hey do you know what the best thing ever is? When you're about to go to sleep, and you turn over in your bed to get comfy, and you have all your blankets around you and it just feels all nice and warm. I love that, I did it last night for the first time in a while. Except it sucks when you do it in the summer cuz you get all hot in like 4 seconds. But it rocks in the winter. Anyways, I love being "married", it's the best ever. Although I havn't gotten any wedding presents, which is kind of rude considering my wedding WAS yesterday morning...some people. So yeah, today I guess Cedric is having his going away party, and like 13 or 14 people are going...I've never actually talked to some of the people that are going. Most of them are potential Addy's-guyfriend's-girlfriends....if that makes sense to anyone. Frig, does anyone want to run over my foot or something so that I don't have to go to my cottage, it would be very appreciated. In conclusion...having boobs sucks.
- posted by Eddie @ 1:09 PM

 
Hey everyone. My parents got back from Sweden today. Brought me some sweet presents too. I mean, a frigging huge chocolate bar, a disco record, and some...*ahem* "feminine products", haha, it's great. I realized tonight that pizza is the best invention ever on the planet...pizza and pillows. Man, my life is frigging sweet right now. That's pretty much all. By the way dark chocolate is really gross.
- posted by Eddie @ 10:50 PM

 
I'M IN LOVE!!!
- posted by Eddie @ 11:38 PM

 
Hey everyone, my journal on my website was taking up too much room, so I moved it to here, hopefully this one will be more interesting and funny than the last one.
- posted by Eddie @ 7:11 PM