Me: "Yeah!! Cedric spelled me on the weekend!"
Jeff: "Spelled?"
Me: "I mean....called...."

"I bet it's a dress." -Sam

Jeff: "So you guys remember that time with the comic we found and...
Me: *nods head sortof*
Jeff: "YOU WEREN'T EVEN THERE!!"

"So when you die, do it while listening to Darkest Hour. Because then you'll die.....HARDCORE!" -Stephen

"Hey toots,
SEE YOU IN THE CAR
-Milhouse" -Hogan's postcard from California

"Sam.....Jenny's checking you out....hit that up before I do....or Addy does." -Zach

"My dad called me gay." -Sam

"Hey! Communal pie!" -Me

"I don't get it...all I said was 'Hey', 'because I want in her pants' and 'yeah she'll do that'...and they like me for some reason?" -Cedric

"*answers the phone* 7 days...." -my mom

"THAT'S IMPOSSIBLE!! HOW DID YOU GET HERE BEFORE ME!?" -Me

Me: "Yeah way to help me out Jocelyn!"
Jocey: "AH!! IT'S NOT MY FAULT!!!!"

Sooooo, uh...my friends had some funny quotes today. Lunch was good times. It made me happy dispite the fact I was SOOOOO sick and tired. Jeff was having a bunch of his very Jeff-humour moments, it was fantastic. Haha, Jeff is a big dandy.

In math today, I was so sick I could barely stay awake, let alone pay attention. So I was flipping through my agenda, and we have all these lame things in there like "word of the week" and so on. And there's a little thing called "words of wisdom of the week"...it's such a coincidence that the only one I've read ever is this one....
"Maturity begins to grow when you can sense your concern for others outweighing your concern for yourself" -John McNaughton

John McNaughton is my new favourite person...whoever he is.

Someone please go outside for a walk with Raynor, he deserves it. I know I would, but I'm too sickly.

Hey, if you've ever had Fanta™ Orange Pop....I just thought I'd tell everyone that it was made specially by Coca-Cola for the Nazis during WWII....cool eh?

Hogan sent me the best postcard ever. And he better damn well tell me what the big surprise is.

Enough blogging for now, I need sleep.

You've used up all your coupons and all you've got left is me.
Somehow I'm full of forgiveness, I guess it's meant to be.
~Addy
- posted by Eddie @ 4:16 PM

 
These quotes are amazing, me and Tommy honestly discovered our clones, it's so terrifying. These guys that came to the field tonight were EXACT COPIES of the guys I work with.

Tommy Clone:
-"I drive you guys everywhere!! And you're never even on time!!!"
-"Agh...I'm the youngest one here and the only one with a car!!"
-*resists other friends hugging him* "NO! MY SMOCK!"

Derek clone:
-"Hey nice bag! You into anime?" (talking about Tommy's NERV bag)
-*throws head back laughing crazily at something 'Hogan Clone' said*
-*hits random objects to make a point*

Travis Clone:
-"Whaddaya mean I can't take off my sweater....I'M HOT!!!"
-"Hey...stop dropping paint...come on now...stop....come on..." *as he's purposely spilling his friends pod*
-"Looks like we've got a spillly-podder."
-*hilairious high-pitched laugh*

Hogan Clone:
-"Don't worry, I'll give you something better than $20.....by which I mean ORAL SEX."
-"I'm sorry...I couldn't hear you over how bad Thursday sucks."
-*keeps trying to cuddle with 'Tommy Clone'*
-"SMOOTH LIKE LA CREME!!"

GOD, THOSE GUYS WERE THE BEST PART OF MY DAY! Awww...it sucks because that will only be funny to maybe 4 people who read this. But god....I couldn't breathe because I was laughing so hard at them.

Anyhow...I'm soooo tired and sicky feeling. It sucks. I'm soooo happy though, you can't imagine. I'm just being crushed right now by the way people assume things. The way people pry into things. It's so fucking lame, because nothing is wrong with me! AND NOTHING BAD IS HAPPENING!! Just please....please.....please....leave me alone. (You should know who you are, and if you still read my blog for "inside details"...then god....I just don't know what to say anymore.)

NO ONE understands.

I've said it before, and now I'll say it again...
A real love survives a Rock Steady vibe.
~Addy

P.S. Thank you so much Cedric for calling me....you have no idea how much you made me feel better.

P.P.S. Feel better Hogan
- posted by Eddie @ 11:04 PM

 
Mrs Richards: "Ok, so what symbol could be use for this?"
Spencer: "A puffer, you know, the kind for asthma."
Everyone: "...."
(p.s. Asthma is cool)

"Megan, you fail." -Mrs Richards

"Stephen, my face is up here..." -Me as Stephen kept looking at my chest, that kid IS funny

"HEY IT'S THE PAINTBALL CHICK!!" -Guy in the parking lot

Kid: "It's so long!!!"
Hogan: "Yeah that's what she said!"
(It was nice to hear the old line again.)

"Addy...check the guy on the left...*shoots me in the foot*" -Travis

"AHH!! HOW CAN HE WEAR HIS PANTS THAT HIGH!?" -Sam

"Hey retard." -the first thing Hogan said to me when he came back

OK I HAD SOOOO MANY QUOTES AND CAN'T REMEMBER!! AAAH!

Anyway, sorry about the lack of blogs. I've been busy with the whole Hogan being back thing. Which I am very excited about by the way.

Jocey keeps getting really sad and it sucks. I mean honestly. We're the same person in all actuality, and if you're ME, then HOW ON EARTH can you be sad!??!?! Feel better Jocey, pleeeeeeeeease. (Oh god....the cockiness is rubbing off....get it off)

Ok, so yesterday was Cedric's birthday. I WAS going to make an entire Blog devoted to the life of Cedric Alexander Young....but I got sidetracked and never got a chance to. There's no real point to doing it now. I'll save it for another day. Just wait, you'll be reading, thinking it's a normal blog....then...WHAM!! CEDRIC-IN-YO'-FACE!!!! It will be delicious.

So thursday night....lets just say......home 2 hours late....sitting in a park for 3 hours.....and it was worth every second. I like him immensly as well.

*sigh*...sometimes life is confusing though, no matter how fantastic some parts of it are.

So how can we relax?
I really hope that we will actually survive.
~Addy
- posted by Eddie @ 1:22 AM

 
"This is too bad for all those people who prefer sex over math, they're missing out. I mean honestly, what's the deal with that?!" -Mr Boulton

Zach: "Addy what are you talking about?"
Me: "SHUT UP!! YOU'RE SO MEAN TO ME!!"
Zach: "...uh, I just asked you.."
Me: "AAAHH!!! I HATE YOU!!! *hits Zach and runs away*"
(I was really tired this morning and couldn't remember what I was doing)

Zach: "Have you seen Cedric's hair lately?"
Me: "OH MY GOD I KNOW!! IT'S SO LONG!!!!!"
Zach: "...."
(there was alot of me yelling and freaking out at Zach for no reason today)

"Oh no....what a terrible drawing." -Jeff

"GOOOOD GOOOOOOD" -Me and Sam...again

"It's always like 'Shay your girldriend's pregnant' and I'm like FUCK OFF!!!!" -Shay

Me: "So how's Stephen's girlfriend doing?"
Stephen: "Her name IS Ashley you know."
Me: "I DON'T CARE WHAT THE BITCH'S NAME IS!!"
(it's funny because Stephen actually laughed at that, haha)

Me: "Have you ever been chased by a snapping turtle?? I HAVE!!"
Nathan: "Oh yeah I have!! Those things are actually fast!!"
Me: "OH MY GOD I KNOW!!"
Nathan: ".....ok calm down Addy."
(again with me freaking out)

So many quotes today...

As you can see, I was freaking out alot today. I don't really know why, but I was really edgy, probably because I'm so excited about the arrival tonight. I can't wait.

So we went to Stigmata after school today to get Randy's face looked at. The lady there made him take it out. So I figure I might just buy Randy the piercing for his birthday, aren't I nice? Oh, and I found out that I can actually get all the piercings I want sooner than I expected, since they're not as pricey as I would have guessed. Same with my tattoos. Score.

Well I'm going to go eat and maybe do some laundry. Cool story.

You can't out-think us.
We've been out of thoughts for a while.
~Addy

P.S. Jocey you're the best, and I adore you.
- posted by Eddie @ 4:28 PM

 
But the store keeper and his son were a different matter altogether, I had to beat them to death with there own shoes. says:
addy?
(*)AddY(*).I Wish you Were Here.(3 days left) says:
yes?
But the store keeper and his son were a different matter altogether, I had to beat them to death with there own shoes. says:
smile

But the store keeper and his son were a different matter altogether, I had to beat them to death with there own shoes. says:
and this one time we were on the pier and this girl walked by and she smelt a lot like you and
But the store keeper and his son were a different matter altogether, I had to beat them to death with there own shoes. says:
i felt really really sick
But the store keeper and his son were a different matter altogether, I had to beat them to death with there own shoes. says:
on account of the lonelyness
But the store keeper and his son were a different matter altogether, I had to beat them to death with there own shoes. says:
and it hurt my heart
But the store keeper and his son were a different matter altogether, I had to beat them to death with there own shoes. says:
so there

(8) I'd rather know the truth than be happy. (8) says:
Ah. Where'd he go?
(8) I'd rather know the truth than be happy. (8) says:
(Please say back in time. please say back in time)
(*)AddY(*).I Wish you Were Here.(3 days left) says:
california
(8) I'd rather know the truth than be happy. (8) says:
California 800 B.C.?

So I slept all day, which was nice. I woke up to Sam calling me to tell me to go online. Sam has a hot phone voice.

I talked to Hogan, which was also nice. He's coming back tomorrow, which is the best. Hopefully I will get to see him tomorrow. Hogan if you are reading this, I don't care if it's 2am when you get back, CALL ME. (822-7349 if you don't remember)

Randy came home. He got his face (well, top of his nose) pierced, and it looks really painful. He came into my room this morning and I couldn't remember if it was a dream or not. Then he told me it wasn't a dream, and that we kissed too. Gross.

I have an addiction to the word outrageous. It's such a good word.

So sick of limiting myself
to fit your definition
~Addy
- posted by Eddie @ 5:39 PM

 
*sigh*...why must I be so insecure?

I don't think he misses me anywhere near as much as I miss him.
- posted by Eddie @ 8:05 PM

 
"So they changed the name from Cambridge-Town, to Camberly. Because there was all this confusion, because letters that were supposed to go to Cambridge-Town would go to Cambridge, and letters that were supposed to go to Cambridge would go to Cambridge-Town. So they went to the post office, which of course is where all the confusion was, because letters are at the post office, and they told the people there to change the name of at least one city. So the took the 'Cam' from Cambridge...and ended it with 'Ly' because all the towns there have that ending. So they named the town 'Cam-ber-ly'......" -Piggy in the Lord of the Flies movie (so much like 'So I tied an onion to belt, which was the style at the time')

"GOOOOOOD GOOOOOOOOD" -Me and Sam

"Man, Mr. Boulton is such an emo kid. I mean look at those sweaters." -Sam

So yes...uh not alot to the first day back. School is and always will be boring forever. I'm doing REALLY well in science, and my teacher think I'm some sort of mini Stephen hawking (minus the wheelchair and crazy voice), so she gives me all this enrichment stuff to do with black holes and how the universe is put together and so on. It's cool but I'm not that good at the subject. Whatev.

My parents are being really really stupid, gah.

I honestly have nothing at all to blog about. I suck.

Would I be out of line if I said I miss you?
~Addy
- posted by Eddie @ 5:39 PM

 
"Yay Addy!! Boo everyone else!" -Tommy

"-He's in the snake
-Bunker
-Box 1, box
-This is dirty
-Woo, paintball!" (what Tommy wrote on the all the bunkers as I was attempting to clean them today)

"NO! GUNNY!!!" -Tommy

"See this alcove? This is my alcove. See those buckets of goo? My buckets of goo. I own you." -Tommy

*Tommy reaches for the rental in my hand....and I don't know what he wants so I grab his hand.*
"Yeah sure....you can hold my hand if you really want...." -Tommy (the look on his face was funnier than the quote itself)

Tommy: "Addy needs coffee?"
Me: "God yes....double double please."
Tommy: "Triple cubed it is."

"IT'S A COKE DAY!!!!!!!!!!" -Tommy

Wow, Tommy owned quotes today.

I reffed ALL day again. I had to because J sucks at reffing. I lost my voice from yelling so much. Now I sound like an angry lesbian.

Uhhhh....other than that, nothing else to report. I lost my $1 bet with Tommy. Now I have to give him many monies. OOH OHH speaking of many monies. Tommy FINALLY found a good place to do anodizing AND milling!!!!!! I'm soooooo excited because now I can get my angel done up all pretty-like. My gun will almost be hotter than me....almost.

Alicia is giving me a really nice Birthday present.....FOOD.

Oh and I managed to write "Addy Rules, Yo" 37 times in various places on the field today...and I do.

INCUBUS IS AMAZING!!! I'M SO ADDICTED!!! DAAAAH!!!

I'm hanging out with me.
~Addy
- posted by Eddie @ 11:28 PM

 
"YEAH FUCK THIS SHIT! YOU COCKSUCKING FUCKS! FUCK FUCK SHIT...so on." -These ANNOYING guys tonight, more or less

Tommy: "It's a TCP...patent pending of course."
Me: "TCP?"
Tommy: "Tommy Custom Product."

I honestly can't think of any more quotes today. I'm waaaaaaaaaaaay too tired. Stupid Warcraft keeps me up until 4am.

So tonight, these stupid guys came in. Honestly, they were just IDIOTS. So eventually, they were the only ones left, and there were three of them, so they decided they would talk all this smack, and challenge ME to a 3 on 1 speedball game. They were all like "ha! A 15 year old girl, pffft, we can so just fuck her shit up!!" Now since these guys had been pissing me off all night, obviously I was quick to accept. So lets just say....I OWNED. These guys made me SO mad, so there was much bunkering in order. I got the first guy out off the break, and the other 2 was just straight bunker runs. I lit them up SOOOOOOO bad. A little anger release, haha. Man it was funny. Lets just say everyone was MIGHTY impressed.

I realized today that work just isn't lous and obnoxious enough this weekend. I want to find a way so that the message on the cash register reads "Addy, Till!" to replace Travis' laziness while he's gone. Also, no one has told me to call Habib in 3 DAYS! I'm going insane.

Dave said he would email me today, but he didn't...I miss him.

Anti-Gravity.
~Addy
- posted by Eddie @ 12:58 AM

 
"So are we locking up? Or do we not do that anymore?" -Tommy

"I'LL MAKE IT FRIGGING WORK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" -Me so angrily

Me: "Gee Derek, thanks for breaking my finger."
Derek: "DAH! YOU WERE IN THE WAY!!"

"Ok..is this dip tube empty, or am I just doing something french?" -Jay

Derek And Tommy Craft (patent pending)

Custom drop screw - $60.00
Custom Revvy Battery Plate - $35.00
Tape - $5.00
TAX - $100.00

---

TOTAL - $200.00

That whole thing above is what Tommy and Derek decided to charge me to get my revvy up and going. It really just consisted of them cutting out some cardboard, cutting a screw in half, and then taping the thing to hell. Pretty overpriced if you ask me. It worked, what can I say.

OH MY GOD HOGAN CALLED TODAY!!!! I WAS SO HAPPY!!!!! He said I sound funny when I talk on the phone....shut up that's why. Apparently he already has a sunburn, haha I so knew it was going to happen.

Other than that, nothing exciting at all....work is going to suck this weekend.

Oh my angel works so well, the drop on it now is like sex.

Song of the day (even though I never have one): Anything by Incubus...I'm hooked

You do something to me, that I can't explain.
~Addy

p.s......
Addy,
I want you to know that I miss you
Smile

- posted by Eddie @ 1:32 AM

 
"Ah! So much plaid! It's insanity!!!" -My mom

Staples guy: "Can I help you find anything?"
Me: "Yeah, help me find where that horrible chemical smell in the store is coming from."
SG: "Uh Miss, I think that's just the store. Haha, I'm here enough I just don't notice it."
Me: "Well damn, you should do something about it. I think I'm going to get sick on all your nice displays."

SG: "So are you looking for anything in particular?"
Me: "Hmm, a new desk would be nice. But my room's really small."
SG: "It's your immense beauty that takes up all the room right?"
Me: "No....what the hell are you talking about."
SG: "Wow, you're hard to compliment."

Me: "Good lord there are so many pens."
SG: "Yeah I know. First day i worked, I as afraid that they would all explode and there would be a tidal wave of ink. And if the wave didn't kill me, the ink would just be really really hard to wash off."
Me: "...."
SG: "Yeah, I get really bored here."

Me: "Well I guess I'll see you later."
SG: "Yeah, just remember, love your photocopier, and it will love you back."
Me: "..."
SG: "I don't know, that's just what they train us to tell people who have trouble with their office supplies."

So yes, the staples guy. He was really funny, haha. I was at Staples with my mom and I was wandering around while she was struggling with the Xerox machine, and I just started talking to him. He was so funny, haha. Ok I'm done.

Ok this whole thing is REALLY pissing me off. Some people are just the most arrogant assholes ever. You can't fuck around with me and treat me like a piece of ass (while in the mean time begging me not to tell your girlfriend), and then expect me to want to be best friends with you. It's not a grudge, it's just me NOT wanting to associate myself with douchebags. I'm just sick and tired because this is shit that i shouldn't have to put up with.

This is so stupid, oh my god.

And it has to happen right when he leaves. Fuck it all.....this sucks.

I miss you.

If you lived here you'd be home now.
~Addy
- posted by Eddie @ 12:42 AM

 
I am 91% Emo

Holy gee whilikers... I am as emo as it gets... I will try to cheer the heck up and stop wiping my nose on my sweater...

Take the Emo Test at fuali.com

I'm cool
- posted by Eddie @ 6:06 PM

 
"Even when I'm sick I'm still smooth like La Creme." -Hogan

"It's St. Patrick's day! Where everyone's a little Irish except for the gays and the Italians!" -Derek

"FESS UP ADDY!!" -Tommy

Hogan: "Oh no, here it comes.."
Jason: "YOU GOTTA GET HER A STOOL THERE DAVE!"

So yeah, not many quotes I can remember really. Today went by too fast for me. Or yesterday I should say, since it is 1am again. Anyhow, everyone's leaving and it really sucks. I'm all alone until sunday I think. Worst March break ever. I'm cold, lonely, and have no food. Oh well. Jocey if you're still bored when you read this PLEASE call me. I have ice cream money. We can go to Sun Sun's...come oooonnnnn.

I woke up this morning to Randy crawling in my bed to cuddle with me. It was quite odd.

I can't think of alot else to write. Just that I'm really really really going to miss you....yes you know who you are.

So many smooth lines tonight, I'm not used to this.

Wide awake so caught inside this aimless endeavour.
~Addy
- posted by Eddie @ 1:04 AM

 
Me: "Geez mom, can you even walk in those shoes?"
Mom: "It's not my fault! I didn't know the ground would be so squishy.....so to answer your question...no."

"Oh god, I think I'm going to fall and kill myself. At least I'll look hot when I do it though." -my mom

guy #1: "Are you ok?"
guy #2: "Dude, can you hear my heart beat?" (wierd thing I just saw on TV on yet ANOTHER one of those stupid reality/casual sex shows)

Hogan: "Hello Addy."
Me: "Hey"
Hogan: "What are you doing?"
Me: "nothing at all."
Hogan: "Ah, kickin it old school eh?"

"Addy...will you make me pancakes....and Jake too?" -Randy

So yes, I made the best frigging french toast EVER today. It was amazing, oh my good lord. I made 2 pieces of cinnamon french toast. Put cream cheese that I mixed with sugar in between the 2 pieces, then fried them some more so the cheese melted just a bit. Then I put bananas on top and covered the whole thing in blueberry syrup...breakfast has NEVER been so amazing.

Aside from that, I did pretty much nothing all day except sit down here and listen to Hopesfall. I realized that I havn't listened the their cd I bought the whole way through since I got it. It's SO AMAZINGLY GOOD. I forgot what a good song Frailty Of Words is. So go listen to some Hopesfall, because they own and their guitarist is really nice. (p.s. Sam the second song on the cd does sound like Ninja Turtle fight music)

I got some much needed hair dye today as well. I was considering calling Jocey and seeing if we could have a big crazy hair dye/ben & jerry's party, but no one answered when I called her. Jocey you missed out so you suck. So as I'm writing this, my hair is full of dye and I'm waiting for the 20 minutes to be up so I can wash it out and stop being so itchy. I'm mad though because I got dye on my sleeping shirt, and now it's not sexy anymore. Damn. my hair will be SO hot tomorrow, you all just wait.

My mom today was all dressed up and it was wierd because usually my mom dresses like I do, and it's cool. She was wearing these wierd high heels and I was quite baffled by her reasonings to wear them. For one, they didn't look too comfortable, and 2 they made her feet look wierd and pointy. I mean, I just realized, what's the deal with all these girls who wear those wierd pointy shoes/boots and think they're so sexy? I mean, holy, they make your feet look so wierd, and they CAN'T be comfortable or easy to walk in. I don't see why they are so attractive. I think the shoes I have now are perfectly attractive, my Rowley's with my sexy shoelaces, they're so hot. I'm going to ask some boys tomorrow wether thet find those pointy shoes sexy or not.

OK SERIOUSLY, THIS IS THE 5TH PAIR OF TWEEZERS I'VE BOUGHT IN THE LAST MONTH!!! Someone n my house keeps stealing my tweezers and it makes me so angry!!!! They're not cheap you know!! It's 10$ for ONE PAIR!! if these ones go missing I will be raging.

My mom takes so long to decide on chocolate.

Holy, longest blog in the history of....well the last couple blogs.

A winter's rose
~Addy
- posted by Eddie @ 9:59 PM

 
Xeth says:
so addy, I hear you suck?

AddY .the stars are all falling down my way. says:
what?!

Xeth says:
Addy says:
Yeah, Stephen, thats totally true.

Xeth says:
Suck a mean footlong?

AddY .the stars are all falling down my way. says:
......

Xeth says:
Addy says:
Yeah dude, I'll suck any purple headed one eyed monster. Even BJ's.

Xeth says:
ew addy, thats gross.

Xeth says:
Addy says:
I know but its totally worth it.

Xeth says:
Sweet, lets hit it.

Xeth says:
Addy says:
sweet.

Xeth says:
woah, I just got back to my computer

Xeth says:
I don't remember that conversation.
- posted by Eddie @ 11:05 PM

 
"AHHH AHHH!! HOLY WATER!! THE POWER OF CHRIST COMPELS YOU!!" -Hogan's impression of some lady

"SMOOTH LIKE LA CREME!!!!" -Hogan

"IT'S A HEART!! KICK ASS!!!" -Hogan

"Angels should be so ridiculously advanced that they assemble themselves." -Travis

"OOOOH, AND NUMBER 9 WITH A BONE CRUSHING HIT!!!!" -ref at hockey

"KEEP SHOVIN' THERE NUMBER 9!!!" -ref...again

"OH GOD THEY REIK!" -Travis about the guys that smelled like pot

Me: "Ok, what name is the booking under?"
Alicia: "Alicia Mcdonald...."
Me: "OH!! It's you....."

So....back to my old blogging ways....I knew I would be, whatev.

I'm sitting here eating stir fry right now, It's actually not that bad. I realized though that that I like the stir fry...but after I eat all the chicken in it...my will to actually finish it is gone. I guess the chicken is like....my stir fry inspiration....oh god someone shut me up.

Hockey sucks now. I get in fights too easily and get in trouble. That one girl is a dirtbag, I don't like her.

AGH! I had so much I was going to write about, but I sooooooo can't rememer now,

Oh right, the A4's came in.....all I can say is *gasm*.....you just wait until I steal one

AGH again with the not remembering. It's too late, and I have work to do for Hogan's present, later all.

Romances And Tragedies
~Addy

P.S. I'm so happy

- posted by Eddie @ 11:02 PM

 
well i read your blog and i don't think i do that stuff. but wasn't that contradiction because..you said something like....no more rants and then you did one....well im trying not to be adouche...im not sure who you are talking about though. anywho. oh yeah i didn't mention this but...
zach have a cool trip or whatev.
.peace.
sam.
- posted by Eddie @ 3:58 PM

 
"YOU LIED TO ME ADDY!! THIS COFFEE'S NOT POISONED!!!" -Hogan

"Addy, you're so conceited! Not everything is about you! Fuck!" -Travis

"NO TRUST FOR YOU ANYMORE!!!" -Tommy

Alright....to start off....I'm very very upset about what I found out today. It seems that there are some people out there who frigging read my blog to (this is exactly what I was told)..."get details on my inside life". Ok, maybe this is another thing I shouldn't write about on here, but fuck seriously...that is FRIGGING LOW. This person (or people, not sure which) reads my blog regularly to find out what is happening in my life, in order to inform someone else of all the little details that they SHOULD KNOW ANYWAYS BY JUST TALKING TO ME. Honestly, if you actually have to resort to reading my blog to get "inside details" (espescially when you FUCKING LIVE IN THE SAME HOUSE AS ME), that just goes to show what a fantastic job you've done to get to know me and get involved with me over the past while. So yeah...for future reference, I'm terrified to write anything of importance on here because I'm afraid you people (mentioned before) will read it and take it the worst way possible. Good job, you've made me not want to write in my only source of creative expression, even if it's just me being happy about something. Fuck.

So since I can't write about anything here anymore, even though what I want to write about is me just being very happy.....I can't. Sorry to disappoint all of you who read my blog regularly because you enjoy my stupid ramblings and quotes. Sorry if you read it because you like to see that for once I'm actually really happy, since my past couple blogs have been that way. And mostly, sorry that my blog has to be so depressing tonight, because that's really the last thing I am.

You could've just talked to me, for fuck sakes.

Feeling intruded upon.

The TV screen is smeared with blood from your knuckles, as if you tried to punch it out but you underestimated its strength...
Or maybe you just weren't trying hard enough
~Addy
- posted by Eddie @ 11:39 PM

 
Hogan: "Addy, have I told you today how fond I am of you?"
Me: "...um, no."
Hogan: "Ok....Addy I'm very fond of you."

"Quit smelling me!!" -Hogan

"Wow...I really hope you like licorice." -Mrs. Richards

"I'm really...really going to enjoy saying 'I told you so'" -Ryan

"Hey Addy, wanna get me a job?" -EVERYONE!!!!!

Shay: "Addy...you ok?"
Me: "What?"
Shay: "You ok Addy."

*Sigh*, not alot to blog about you know. I'm just mighty bored and killing some time before eat/sleep time. Today Mrs. Richards gave me a huge bag of licorice because I was the only person in class. It was quite good.

Sam decided to be the awesome guy he is and apologize to me. Thank you Sam. I wish you much luck on getting to 2nd base with another girl. *wink*

Holy my weak spot has already been discovered.

My personal favourite quote of the night: "It really doesn't get much better than this."


I want nothing else but to see through your eyes
Burn in my heart
~Addy
- posted by Eddie @ 11:51 PM

 
"Such a nice day....the birds are out...the bees are trying to have sex with them from what I understand." -Hogan

"Why do you put all that metal in your hair...you should just....let it be." -Hogan

"Hot dog." -Hogan, although it's alot funnier than you think, because whenever he says it, it sounds like he's saying hut dug

Gah, today made me rage. I'm very very upset with all my boys (with the excpetion of Stephen, Ryan, Jeff and Jer). I can't believe you guys could be so stupid and arrogant towards me. You're all turning into sheep. Think twice before talking to me anytime soon.

Aside from that unpleasantness.....

Tonight was absoloutly....I don't know, words to describe it just aren't registering in my mind. I don't know if I should decribe it in detail on here, but lets just say I'm probably the happiest I've been in a long time. Loving my life!!!

It feels so right.

But you see the colors in me
Like no one else
~Addy

- posted by Eddie @ 12:33 AM

 
Stedric *Pray unto splinters, Pray unto your fears* [Love ya Alicia] says:
Let me give you a bit of advice about opposite genders.
Stedric *Pray unto splinters, Pray unto your fears* [Love ya Alicia] says:
We confuse the fuck out of each other.'

A truer word was never spoken Cedric.

Dear (insert name here)...please explain to me what you meant on Sunday. I'm very confused, because I'm not sure if you were serious or not. It would help me get alot off of my mind. I think you know who you are.

So strange I remember you.
~Addy
- posted by Eddie @ 7:37 PM

 
Officially the 2 nicest guys to ever exist in the history of everything = Mike Dow and Dave Hogan
- posted by Eddie @ 11:21 PM

 
"Ya like that eh Addy..." -Marissa

"Wow, you actually look smart with your glasses." -Amanda

"Best friends forever." -Tommy

"Just you know...keep on truckin'" -Mike

"Look at that name!! It has like 4 i's....and then 3 j's....then even more i's!!!!" -Hogan yelling at the video game, because he coudn't pronounce the names of the Latvian hockey team

Hogan: "So is he ever going to pay you back?"
Travis: "Yes.."
Hogan: "In this life or the next?"
Travis: "Well I don't know...in my next life I might be a grasshopper, so I probably wouldn't even need the money."

WARNING, WARNING...INCOMING RANT

I'm guessing I've probably already ranted about this before...but again I must say that the entire school system is just fucking retarded. Ok, so I was on my home tonight with my mom, and she started bitching at me about getting help in math (i'm not doing all that great in the subject, but I'm pretty happy with myself in it, because I'm trying really hard). So I told my mom that I didn't need the help and I was doing fine for myself, and I'd be happy with like a 65. She got SO mad at me and went on about how I needed good marks for university and so on. So I told her next year I was taking workplace math, and I would for sure get good marks in that, and she got even angrier at me. She said I HAD to take university math to get into university and all that crap. So why am I so mad? Because for one, I don't even want to go to university, at all. And 2, if I do go, I'm going to get a degree in MUSIC THEORY to become a MUSIC TEACHER. I ask you, am I going to need a 90 in trigonometry to do that?? I just think it's stupid that we're forced to choose what career we want so early on in life, and yet they force us to learn stuff we KNOW won't apply to us in that career choice. I would honestly rather live off the job I have now in hopes of picking up with my music career and NOT go to university. But society and school leads us to believe we need to be wealthy and work outrageously boring jobs with long hours in order to lead a truly happy existance. Yeah fucking right....look at my idol, you'll see what i mean.

Everything is so fucking confusing. Would you people just stop telling me what YOU think is right????? It's my decision you know. I'm the boss, as Mike so gallantly said.

Something happened today...was it good...or just making things worse...I don't know but it seemed right.

All I ever wanted was the simple things, a simple kind of life.
~Addy
- posted by Eddie @ 9:20 PM

 
"im putting this vaporub stuff on my chest, i like how it opens up my lungs and makes it so easy to breathe, it feels great!" -Mike

And Centennial takes home the Regional Mock Trial Competition Trophy.. Go team! says:
No, it's not sad, it's funny.
And Centennial takes home the Regional Mock Trial Competition Trophy.. Go team! says:
If there was a laughing face I would be displaying it quite prominently.

"so....when are you going to ask me out?" -Hogan


New hope for my quest...wish me luck.

The greatest lovers were murderers first.
~Addy
- posted by Eddie @ 11:53 PM

 
"All the useless information goes into my head and forces the important stuff out." -Travis

"I just feel such a reaction." -Mr. Boulton, god that was the funniest thing EVER

Stick Man: "Dude, I heart your planet. It's frik sweet."
Alien: "Word."
(my little animation in Media Arts, I was thinking about Dave at the time I was writing it.)

"Yeah you keep trying that little girl." -Tommy, he's such an ox

Me: "Just score already."
Hogan: "Well if you opened your legs I would..."

"MEEE!" -Derek's...wierd....things

"Wow, I just realized I got shot 3 times and didn't notice until I just looked down. I really hate it when that happens, well no I don't...but I do in a way...you see..." -Derek rambling to himself

"Yeah but you forgot I'm half man, half amazing." -Hogan

Hogan got his gun. And yes I have to admit it is quite nice. I think he was more interested in the T-shirt cannon we had to fix today. God that thing was amazing. Literally a CLOUD of paint.

I was QUITE upset at work today however. Mr. Mike Dow himself had agreed to come drop by to see me with Mr. Matt. Well guess what? They never showed. I was QUITE upset, as I already mentioned. Mike you're losing brownie points for this. You so owe me. (joking)

Hogan is so competitive at hockey. I mean honestly, him and Derek were playing a VIDEO GAME and he was just freaking out like mad about every little thing that happened. And when we were shooting arounf that roll of tape, it was madness that ensued yet again. I think Hogan has insecurity problems about his shedding that makes him turn to hockey violence. Whatever, I'm down.

New guitar bought by ME = cool (espescially since it says Joe Studly on it)

Derek: you...me...hockey....bring it.

I know the pieces fit, because I watched them fall away.
~Addy


- posted by Eddie @ 1:47 AM

 
Oh by the way Jocey. You shouldn't be sad so much because you are really cool and have the same shirts as me.
- posted by Eddie @ 5:31 PM

 
Woodcock: "I thought you hated the salad."
Me: "I do.."
Woodcock: "Then why are you eating salad?"
Me: "Because it's sunshine salad! With a name like that it has to be good!"

(*)AddY(*).you'd make a great secret if i could keep you. says:
i don't think he likes me though
[.this is a musical and nothing goes wrong.] says:
sucks.
(*)AddY(*).you'd make a great secret if i could keep you. says:
maybe i'll convince him somehow....knockout drugs will be my best friend
[.this is a musical and nothing goes wrong.] says:
just do a cartwheel, guys love carthweels now a days.

"WOAH! DO YOU GUYS HAVE THE SAME SHIRT??" -Mrs Soni (she's on the drugs)
"It's too sweet, it needs gin." -Mrs. Soni (Again with the gin!)

"I havn't bothered Addy yet today." -Randy

"What flies but always stays in one place......A FLAG!" -Sam

I've become such a webcam whore. I honestly sit there for hours trying to take a GOOD pic of myself. It's tough yet rewarding when you look as SEXY as I do in the end.

I UNDERSTAND MATH!!!!!! HUZZAH FOR MEEEEEE!!!!!

and.....oh......my.....freaking........goodness......I.....am.....so....excited...

That is all I have to say about that.

We used to be very tall buildings, we've been falling for so long.
~Addy
- posted by Eddie @ 4:00 PM

 
I feel very fucked around with.
- posted by Eddie @ 7:58 PM

 
"So Addy...how was the movie..." -Travis

God dammit....
- posted by Eddie @ 5:22 PM

 
Hogan: "So did you like the movie?"
Me: "Well it was better than I expected."
Hogan: "What you thought it would be just another Dude Where's My Car?...like, "Dude, Where's My Memory?"

"Man...I hate people..." -Hogan

"I'm going to buy that...just for that Hitler kid." -Hogan

"You wouldn't consider this...a date...would you?" -Hogan

"It's interesting that the poutine costs more than we make an hour..." -Hogan

"You can't say you hate greek food if you've never had it. That's like saying 'I don't like germans, I've never met one but they just don't seem right." -Hogan

So tonight was my big night of the week. Me and Hogan went out to the movies on our "quazi-date" as he called it on sunday, haha. We didn't see The Passion or whatever, we ended up seeing The Butterfly Effect. It was surprisingly more thought provoking than I imagined it would be. It's a little sad that I could relate to some of the horrible things he went through...maybe that's why it freaked me out so much.

Hogan had to point out that my feet can't even touch the floor when I sit on the bus. It's not my fault dammit. I'm comfortable with who I am...PETITE DAMMIT!

Everyone is sad...stop.

This is a war we live and the sides are drawn
~Addy

P.S. Sam it's actually "Pride War" by Further Seems Forever, but I will overlook that since you are selling me your guitar *wink*
- posted by Eddie @ 1:02 AM

 
"Ze goggles! Zey do nothing!" -Jocey

"Oh my god what is that, it smells sooooo good!!!" -James (man I hate that kid)

"Come on Addy, you can come watch Passions with me!" -Randy

Not a very good day. Well, good in a way yet still depressing. This week will be interesting to say the least.

Today in science class Jeremy, Jocey and I won some candy for being so outrageously cool and smart. We managed to harness the raw power of Alka Seltzer, what a talent.

The most outrageously annoying thing ever....this morning I woke up at my usual time of about 7:00am...i go about my usual business getting ready for school, when I go downstairs and something is awry. It's still dark out at 8:30 in the morning. I'm a little confused by this, when I figure out that my clock was somehow set 2 hours ahead of normal time, and it was actually 6:30am. It sucked because I was tired, yet couldn't go back to sleep since I was already up and dressed. I spent the morning watching Inspector Gadget, and it was really stupid. Needless to say I was raging.

I owned my english class today though. We had this huge discussion about human nature and so on. Now they were saying something along the lines of how all humans are born evil, or all humans are born good....something like that. Being the person I am, I had to be difficult and ask some questions to my teacher about like what good and evil was, and who's definition she was going by. I was impressed with myself because I even said "be that there of...". Sadly, even though my questions were out of spite for me having such a bad day, my teacher was so happy with me, she told me to join the debate team...yeah I'll get right on that.

Comfort food needed...to the X-treme.

Bullets by her mouthful, enemy at the six.
~Addy

P.S. Vote for next President of the United States.....A BOX OF TIC TACS!
- posted by Eddie @ 10:52 PM